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( Go read my DITL and vote! )
Today a coworker seemed distracted and upset about boy related problems, so in an attempt to relieve her troubles another coworker started asking me to recap my disastrous dating history. Yeah this past year and half has been pretty lame and seeing it dissected is no good. Neither is pulling up my ex on facebook and seeing him all happy with his new girl doing all the fun summer trips we were doing last year together. I'm really over him, but seeing all his great friends and remembering how awesome that social group was - makes me feel like I lost something. I miss Rose, British, big Thomas, Big Matt, Stuckey and Adele. SO that bummed me out.
If she spins fast enough than maybe the broken pieces of her heart will stay together
But any gyroscope can't spin forever
I hate when I slow down enough to feel the burn of the past. I hate when people ask me questions which open up old sores. I'm happy right now, leave me alone. Don't remind me of all those past occasions when I wasn't good enough or worth it. | comments: 3 pieces of pocket lint... or Add some change!   |
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( Tattoo getting yummy DITL action )
It kind of sucks that it ends with a cute coupley picture of me and young and that like the last moment I was actually whole heartedly into the relationship. I still feel like a jerk, but I also feel very confidant it was the right decision.
And good news! My job isn't making me make up the shifts I missed at the beginning of the week, which is good. I might be feeling better but I'm still getting tired quickly in the evenings. MY sleep schedule has to altered so that my body thinks 7am is a great wake up time. Whaaaaaaat? | | comments: 1 piece of pocket lint... or Add some change! |
| Its been cold again during the nights and early mornings. I've survived thanks to Jon's warmth during frequent sleepovers. I'm so happy it warmed up today. The past week has been a pleasant flow of sameness and I feel I'm pretty happy and content with how everything is. I've been spending most afternoons with Jon. Usually exercising with Justin. Usually watch Law and Order with Corey. And usually trying to figure out how to be friends with Joe.
I don't feel I have a lot of time for myself, but at the same time I don't want to cancel plans with anyone. And whenever I'm not with Jon, I wish I was. I feel very conflicted on the inside about what I want and need socially, but I don't see any resolutions in sight.
Yesterday, me and Jon randomly hung out after work, with the intention of him leaving and me going to yoga later in the afternoon. Both exhausted from our nights out on the town (me at the Monotonix show, him at Trivia night) we took a nap. It was seriously the best nap I've taken. I've renamed it recreational sleeping and seriously .. I have only been sleeping at night due to practicality. I always force myself to bed because I need a certain amount of sleep or else work will suck, and in the morning I only wake up once I'm in danger of running late. Even on the weekends, I don't get to leisurely sleep in - except last Saturday - but I have to deal with the guilt of missing yoga class. So this nap was magical. I didn't set an alarm because I figured there was no way we'd sleep over 2 hours... ... ... but we did. I only woke up cos my mom called me. So we cooked dinner and watched a movie and went right back to sleep and it was fabulous. I should take up sleeping as my top hobby because I don't get enough.
Back tracking to the Monotonix show I kind of have come to the conclusion that I must be the worlds worst girlfriend. I knew this show would be amazingly fun, but I didn't want to invite Jon because it was something me and Joe could do together and hopefully avoid angst and just have a good time. The next time they come to town, he just must come. Every single one of you must come. This band is such an experience. Its so fun. Its crowded and you'll likely get shoved/knocked/wacked/danced with/sloshed with beer and possibly kicked. I tried my best not to be crushed and soaked with fluids. lol Blurry pictures are the best I can offer.
( Bar Debauchery )
In other news, I did a DITL, but never finished editing the pictures, so I'm just going to post it ( HERE ) | | comments: 6 pieces of pocket lint... or Add some change! |
| | Tags: | ditl | | Current Music: | Cortez the Killer - Built to Spill | | Current Location: | Chapel Hill, NC | | Subject: | READ IT! | | Time: | 02:51 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a322/Sycopinkbunny/moods/hap.gif) cheerful |
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( GO READ MY DITL!! )
Woo hoo for lazy weird days! I slept in, baked food, did a kick boxing routine! I'm gonna get lunch with Owner and Josh and hang out till later, then its Joe's Daddy's 62 BIRTHDAY!
I need to wrap his gift and smell nicer. Tata for now! | | comments: 8 pieces of pocket lint... or Add some change! |
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( Yay! First DITL of 2008! Go read and VOTE! )
So I have so exciting but not final news. Debbie is trying to create a new position from 8am-4pm at Quail Roost and Carrboro for me that I can continue working with my ladies. Just that shes attempting it fills me with glee. It makes me feel like a valuable employee and like the universe is rewarding me for always trying my best. I don't want to get too excited, but that means less of a drive to Silo, later hours and no fear of violence! Everybody, please cross your fingers for me. | | comments: 3 pieces of pocket lint... or Add some change! |
| | Tags: | ditl, rsi | | Current Music: | Puzzel Fighter in the other room | | Current Location: | Chapel Hill, NC | | Time: | 10:11 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a322/Sycopinkbunny/moods/unhappy.gif) annoyed |
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( Go read the Ditl)
Can't vote but go read it anyway.
( Work Complaining )
And tonight me and Joe had the biggest laugh about the lack of chips in comparison to the bags they are sold in. I swear it got much worse and there used to not be so much air .. I wish I'd had my camera to photograph how ridiculously little chips were in bags full of air. | | comments: 3 pieces of pocket lint... or Add some change! |
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( Go read and vote for my DITL )
Its a good one.
Things to know: I have a brutal head cold. Jonathan helped me find one of those pesky geocaches I hadn't been tall enough to solve. Chelsea knitted me a hat, which I am wearing today. I saw August Rush and its a cute modern fairy tale. We decorated for Christmas at my job and seriously one of the residents is the happiest, cutest thing ever. We woke her up and handed her a "dawkins" (its what she calls stalkings) and from the kitchen I could hear, "yaaaaaaaaaaaaay." No seriously she has been talking about Christmas coming since I was hired in May. | | comments: 2 pieces of pocket lint... or Add some change! |
| Hahaha! ::happy dances:: I won last weeks DITL!
Looksie, See!
Yesterday was like super family day. Mom woke me up and we got Elmo's for breakfast, then hung out for a few hours and picked my sister up from the airport (she just returned from peru). I had an hour or two to wind down and then we hung out with Joe's mom and saw her new apartment. Its really nice and I like just wanted to hung the cat a million times. We got Neo China and then hung out at the apartment for a bit longer.
Last night I was busting my ass putting together the Imphy costume. I've cut all of the fabric and I plan on sewing it all together today. I'm happy with how quickly I can make something happen if I'm determined. | | comments: 4 pieces of pocket lint... or Add some change! |
| Jeeze someone keeps knocking on my door and its creeping me out. The only reason it bothers me is because they first tried just turning the knob before knocking. That is only ok if its Joe, but I know Joe is at work, so who's turning my door knob? I tried peeking through our peek hole .. but I'm actually too short to use it, but I didn't think I saw anybody.. so I went to the bathroom and I definitely heard someone banging on the door. I got dressed and put shoes on and had a phone in hand and opened the door and nobodies there.. ? Its probably someone nailing something into the wall next door and my mind playing tricks on me .. but its scary T.T
So yesterday was the day of doctor's appointments. In the AM I went and had my birth control looked at. ( Girl TMI )
Laters I had my teeth cleaned at my mom's job. The front desk woman tried to tell me I didn't have insurance because my health care card didn't say on it that I did. I pay for it every month .. i think I'd know better grrr .. but anyway she made me worry that I'd have to pay out of my own pocket and I really don't have much money these days .. so I was upset. After I made some calls to my job to find out if its through a different company then the standard health care stuff, she finally got off her ass and you know . looked it up in the computer (which took her 5 sec) and tada I am covered .. no surprise to me. I love Robbie. She cleaned my teef real good. I have to go back in a few weeks and have two of my filings touched up .. blah. She also informed me that usually bonding lasts about 10 years and I've had mine for 9 years ..so I have the sudden fear that my front teeth with randomly fall out and I'll have to get them fixed again (god thats scary).
Last night Elene and Josh took me rock climbing and that was really fun. I did all the easy walls I climbed and I almost got up one green wall (with their encouragement and advice .. and them not giving up when i did .. haha) I really would love to go again. I like feeling strong and like I'm accomplishing something I didn't believe I could do. And pulling yourself up a wall is very exhilarating. My arms don't hurt that much today .. and since I'm up early I think I'll go to the Y and exercise.
I got tagged by Jesjes
The rules are easy, just post 6 things that make you happy!
1. Losing weight
2. My family and friends
3. Frequent sex
4. Sleeping under warm covers in a cold house
5. Not spending money (in hopes of getting out of financial trouble)
6. When Joe hugs me really tight
( Go read my DITL its a good one!! ) | | comments: 1 piece of pocket lint... or Add some change! |
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( Go read my DITL )
and I inserted a ballet video so reread it if you wanna watch the video
The 12 hour work day was do-able. I was in training for 7 hours, so it felt a lot like high school where I had to sit still and pay attention for a really long time. they feed us lunch though and the sandwhiches were really tasty (at least the veggitarian ones were). I hope they feed us the same thing on Thursday! It was a sprout sandwhich with tomatoe, cheese, cucumbers and letuce! Yay!
Afterwards I went to the house and worked with T. and M. tonight. Minus T. having a slight fit about her wheelchair cover being "dirty" and me hurting her while putting her shoe on (I don't think I really hurt her)we got along great. Everybody compliments me on how easily she's taken to me. We went on a really long walk today too and I might have enjoyed the escape more then she did .. although me pointing out wildlife and flowers make her laugh a lot.
So I had a good day at work cos I got to walk outside and eat tasty squash pita pizzas. I'm easily pleased. And I'm off to play Pokemon! | | comments: Add some change! |
| | Tags: | ditl | | Current Location: | Joe's Bed | | Time: | 06:23 pm | | Current Mood: | cheerful |
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( Daisy Chain DITL )
I have a bajillion more daisy chain pictures.
Today rocked. I woke up early and went to the Y to exercise. I ran for 30 minutes, then biked 30. Sat in the hot tub for a bit, then the steam room. Threaded water int he pool and did few laps before getting back in the hot tub and then the sauna. I'll remember to bring a book tomorrow morning.
Went by my mom's office and "scarred" her. -.- I had her safety deposit key so I stopped by her work after the Y (they are a block apart). The front desk said she'd be up in a few minutes so I waited. I mean if the lady had stressed she was very busy I would have just left the key, but I was in no rush. Mom apparently thought something bad had happen and I was delivering the news. She bust into the waiting room and was like, "What happen?!" and I was confused and gave her the key. She gave me the biggest hug and had tears in her eyes. Woah, ok mom.
Then went to Chelsea's for lunch. Hit up Kuramas and ate way too much sushi. A little under 20 bucks worth in my tummy alone. Fuck yeah. I love her so much. We never see each other enough. Now's she's already left for Boone. : p
Tonight Joe's mom is treating us to chinese!! ::dances:: | | comments: Add some change! |
| excuse the preview, its my attempt at jumping on the internet bandwagon against Todd Goldman. And thank you so much for all the votes last week! you guys rock.
Go read Thursday's DITL
They finnally posted. I'm always eager to see it after i post it.
Yesteday was good. My family is silly and had never eaten brussel sprouts .. so everyone was overly excited at the table while eating them. >.> We also had really inappropriate discussion of whether we were a folderer vs crumpler, sitter vrs stander, and look vrs non-look .. all of this relates to your poop whipeing behavior. -.- All the men quickly left the dinner table and it was just us girls laughing. Than we discussed how a girl can lose her virginity ... sort of. Which one of Bentley's friends said over dinner the other day. I thought it ment buttsecks, but Grayson thought it was meaning he didn't orgasim .. while Bobby thought the girl freaked out after he put it in and made him stop. LAWL LAWL LAWL .. i love my family.
Last night me and Joe drove to Graham to pick up the newest toy he's buying.
( pictures )
Funny story, my friends can't deside on what ethnicity Joe is. Even though he's 100% Italian there have been questions about whether he's Middle Eastern, Greek, and Jewish. Teeheeheehee
Oh and Liana, at SDD after meeting Joe and Alison's bf, said the best part of SDD was seeing the diversity of men Randy-Mac girls date. lol. There was a guy in a kilt, and some fancy military boys and the guy with the epic side burns. I like mine the best. <3
OK, well I'm off to get blood drawn (getting $25 bucks too), look at a house I already know Joe said no to (but I want to look anyway), and turn in an aplication to Echo (cos I could get pimpin furniture at a discount!). | | comments: 5 pieces of pocket lint... or Add some change! |
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Go read my DItl!
Well the court didn't go as well as I'd percieved, no fault of my own. I show back up to court after posting and Matea had introduced some vital evidence that Allison had left out. I mean I stumbled across a lot of condemning evidense but I wasn't going to bring it up. Anyway, another lower military official had been convicted of genocide and that looks bad for me on presedence alone. Anyway, I have more work to do I guess.
After Yoga I laided down and my body felt like it gave up. I couldn't move I was so tired, although there was this weird elasticy feeling in my stomach when I breathed. Probally a weird dream..
I never made it to get my nails done. I couldn't move. I almost didn't make it to dinner, altough I'm glad I did. Had a good time sitting with Sonia and her friends.
One more week. Its so cram time... | | comments: Add some change! |
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